
Man, I think I start like every other post with an apology for posting infrequent, so I will skip that this time!
Lately, my discerning has in many ways become increasingly intense, in the way that I have gotten a great attraction to the Franciscan spirit, and way of life, and finding one very good and orthodox Franciscan order. Namely the Franciscan friars of the Immaculate.
With this I have also gotten an enormous feeling of being unworthy. “How can God call me to such a holy way of life?” You are so sinful, and weak, and attached to the world, you will never make it” and “look at this and this part of your life, you think you can become a friar, or even a priest?”
I am pretty sure this is something that is normal for a young discerner, and I think it may be an important step for many, as is really an eye opener. No man is worthy to become a priest of Jesus Christ, but yet, He keeps calling people to it. Therefore, it is up to us, to take this calling with humble trust saying “Thy will be done.”
So, one (including me) shouldn’t worry, rather, we should have Trust in the Lord, and His Blessed Mother, that they will lead us to where are called to sanctification.
Sacred Heart of Jesus, be our Guide!
Immaculate Heart of Mary, pray for us!
Pax